Do you ever just feel sad?
With two family members having outpatient surgery in two weeks, it's been nice to be able to help them, as they helped me last year. Since they are men, as you can probably surmise, they didn't want much help and one tried to do too much, but I tried. Even so, I feel sad that he wouldn't let me take care of him.
Being part of a blended family can be trying, especially when the family members don't get along. It makes me so sad when hateful words are exchanged and I feel so alone.
My friend is moving far, far away. Many years ago, I had several friends I had met through a study group at church. One by one, they moved away. It made mad sad. Now, I have a great group of friends, but over the last few months, things have changed. One of my friends will be moving soon, and I will miss her. As I told her at church last week, I have come to terms with hear upcoming move. But didn't tell her that it makes me sad.
It has been a long time since I have just been sad. Only God knows what the future holds and I just need to lean on Him and trust Him.